Hellloooo blog readers! Well what is happening in the life of Jess at the moment is that I have been thinking, thinking about what reaction my family may give if I tell them my biggest secret and also what they will think of me after I do! I'm also scared of telling my most of my friends as they already have a strong opinion on me at the moment and I think they may change it soon after. I told my friend that I had come out to some else and I hadn't realised that people from school could read, so I fell out flat on my face with one person knowing. But I've also been having second thoughts on the whole thing all together, I've been questioning myself (which happens quite a lot) if I'm really being 100% truthful and not just saying I'm something else just because I don't want to admit the full truth. Anyways, I was counting the amount of months in front of one of my friends and she was asking what i was counting, I refused to tell her because she probably wouldn't believe me.
Anyways what I was trying to get at is, A true friend will always stay with you no matter what and a fake friend will take a look at the true you and just sod off because they don't like it! This is also why I've kept a mask on for so long.
I'm also wandering if it's true that there is someone for everyone out in the world and I keep asking myself why have I been so unlucky finding this someone so far? Everyone around me has found theirs, so for the time being I'm going to stick with my ducks
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